S72 | mental link

[sistershoggoth]

( CODE BY WHAMBAM )

TELEPATHY PERMISSIONS

Annie is a lot of things. She is not entirely just a human, her consciousness is also the consciousness of an alien planet: where she is life and death, growth and decay, all of nature and the ocean and all of the things that survive in those places. She's every rock down to its individual atoms. A casual observer is unlikely to get that far in their understanding of her, but those who get closest to her and end up sharing dreams with her will have a chance to understand this granularity of her other-ness. At a further distance, the inside of Annie feels very expansive, a large and lightless space which observes. There is always a sense like she is getting closer to you, a subtle invasion of privacy, space, autonomy. She doesn't do this on purpose, it's just what's in her. There's definitely a sense that she could swallow or drown you, in herself. The big black emptiness she feels inside is rarely in line with what she's presenting externally, it's very dissonant. It's worse when she's actively analyzing you. Better when she's totally dismissive of your existence. This is what lurks in the depths of Annie, but her human side is there. Her humanity is strained by the enormity of what she is secondarily aware of. She's not entirely sane, nor stable. Her mind is extremely active, and her imagination particularly vivid. She comes with a great deal of noise and color, which is a total smokescreen for keeping the more otherworldly aspects of herself in the periphery. This only kind of works, her other nature tends to expose itself regardless and her mental voice is not merely one voice, but all those voices coming together, which gives them a warbling, underwater like quality. She's a recovering, and often relapsed, addict and alcoholic. She is always trying not to feel something, and always wishing to not really be herself. The noise and color also tries to cover up this, she is always trying to ignore her own strain: pain, anxiety, sorrow. When she is drinking, much of the sensory onslaught of her is muted, a way of clouding herself: a murky swamp that she wallows in. When she is using... everything is amplified and she is particularly sprawling and out of control.

Comments

(frozen comment) day 33ish, i think

[somnifacient]

[Later, a familiar mind brushes past, coupled with a question. Tired but hopeful.]

(Hey. Want to see what I've found?)

[Regarding art supplies, he means.]

(frozen comment) honks horn

[deployed]

( Get up. We're leaving now. )

(frozen comment)

[somnifacient]

[Sometime after Nyx and Annie enjoy their little rendezvous together, here comes Noct, slipping into the crevices of her mind. It's usually done with restraint, similar to a wave lapping at one's feet -- this time, he's less tactful about it.]

(What the hell was that?!)

[That is to say, are you serious? He knows what it was, of course. How could he not?]

(frozen comment) sauna time

[justttkidding]

[ Not one to leap before looking, November brushes his mind against Annie's. It's a familiar feeling, the creeping edge of her murk and the crisp, crackling ice along his own. It's something like a knock, without the door. Testing to see if he's invited. ]

(frozen comment) day [incoherent mumbling]

[somnifacient]

[Noctis, for whatever reason other than being polite, still has a habit of knocking at Annie's mental doors... before just slipping under the cracks and eking his presence slowly into her mind, anyway. This time is no different, and without much preamble:]

(My best friend from Eos is here. Did you get a chance to meet him?)

(frozen comment) very late 037/very early 038

[raw]

( So I figured out what my ant power is. )

[ this is actually a 3am wyd text. ]

(frozen comment) (ZHAUTAS)

[bracchium]

[Bucky gently tugs on Annie's mental link as soon as he realizes that it's Noctis on the network. There's a quiet sense of confusion and uncertainty.]

( Noctis is here. )

(frozen comment)

[sistershoggoth]

THIS POST IS AN ARCHIVE, FIND MY ACTIVE IC CONTACT THANKS!